snow

yes Jackson Tn has snow!! It was so fun to play out there. i felt like a little kid in Michigan. brought back memories for sure. I'm trying to figure out how im going to get to work in an ice covered Toyota. lol. this shall be very interesting. Just thought i'd run an update. We also got a puppy! hehe . it's so cute! well i'm off for the night.

I am sitting here, praying, waiting, for some sort of job, or a reply to the 15-20 jobs i have applied at. Sometimes having patience is very hard. I just want out of Jackson. i love the people here, i just feel that it's time for my adventure to begin, and it's not starting here in this small town where wal-mart is the best place to hang out. Please pray that a full time job will soon come my way! I am about to go crazy!

I've been learning to fully depend on God. It's hard though. Especially when it comes to finding a full time job. I'm depending fully on Him now. The only thing i can do is apply, and He is the one who does the rest. I pray that i get a full time job soon. I need to start saving money for my year in Montana.

Change

Change, and no i'm not talking about the quarters, dimes, nickels, and pennies. I'm talking about change, spiritual change, change in life, adjusting to something that is not in our comfort zone. My life is going to be full of change in the coming years. Moving to Montana, Moving to Virginia (Lord willing!), getting married. that sort of change.Sometimes people change, their beliefs, their values. I have changed. I've changed spiritually. I've taken the step of making Faith in God my own in the past year. And it's truly amazing! Change is hard though. It's never easy. People deal with it in different ways. Some turn towards God, while others turn to alcohol. It breaks my heart when i see others turning to other things , besides God, to deal with change. When we see others dealing with change in non God honoring ways, pray for them, help them see what they are doing is not honoring to God. That's my little thought for the day. :)

Stress Alert

Ah the stress of looking for a full time job. i feel it getting to me, my head starts hurting, i get grouchy, and i just want to sleep all day. I pray that i find a good job and that i won't let the stress get to me to much.

Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think.

~ Ephesians 3:20

Great verse to think upon.

sometimes i wonder why it's easier for me to write what i want to say, than to actually say it. it's interesting. i think i'll eat some chocolate. or some bread. So i was driving in my car and singing loudly, and i looked over at the passenger seat, and it was empty. It made me sad. Sometimes i feel like i could leave Jackson, and no one will miss me. I guess we'll see about that soon enough.

Sigh

I just sat down after working for 11 1/2 hours today. Very exhausting. I am no longer a student at Jackson State. There is a possibility of going to a Bible school for a year, so i am praying about pursuing that. Im very excited about it actually. I just want to be in fellowship with others who are called to ministry. I need to focus more on God and going to the Bible college im looking at will help me in my walk with Christ. Please pray for me as i make lots of decisions, on where to live, what job to get, and where to go to school (even though i kinda have my heart set on one already). Pray that i will have patience when it comes to a certain relationship, and strength to endure working full time till next fall. I will leave you with this verse:

Fools think their own way is right, but the wise listen to others.

~ Proverbs 12:15

Decisions

Tomorrow will be the day that tuition for Jackson State is due. I am praying on whether or not i'll be going back, or attending a one year Bible School in Montana. I feel kinda excited about the idea of moving out to Montana for a year, but then i would be oh so far from those i love. I really don't want to continue dragging my feet at Jackson state. I'm just ready to get out. Out of this small but big town. I guess whatever decision i make will be the start of my great adventure this year. Pray for me that i will make the right choice.

A New Year

Well it's January 4th, and i'm sitting at home watching Home Improvement on TvLand. I have the fire on, because it's very cold out, and im taking in the quietness of the house. This year starts my blogging of my great adventure, called life. Have fun reading my randomness!