August already?

Well It seems to me like i get so busy and forget things like blogging. Well here i am blogging. I have been sick (again), and have been working, working working. Sometimes i just want to go back in time when i was younger to the carefree life. Not worrying how much food i have left, how im going to pay bills, having strength to get to work ect. I feel as if my life right now is a ferris wheel. Going around and around but not really getting anywhere. I feel like i'm stuck near the bottom, not being able to see very far. Not knowing what's going to happen next. But despite these things i have found Joy in my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He has given me strength and a joy that i really cannot explain. So even though i feel as if everything is going around and not going anywhere , i still look to my Lord.
This week a dear friend from YWAM Ozarks passed away. He was the director there and left behind a wife and kids. I know he is with Jesus now , pain free, and dancing. He taught me so much about Gods Word. In his passing i realized how short our lives are. How God can bring us to Him so quickly. Please be in prayer for his family, and for YWAM Ozarks. I guess i have learned to live each day as if it were your last. Yes it's hard, but with God all things are possible.