Death

Death, it's like that haunting shadow that looms above, and when it strikes it effects all around you. Sometimes it has a lasting effect. I've felt it. And the death of 2 friends in particular still makes me want to cry when i think about it. It all started in 2nd Grade. I had a friend, her name was heather. We were talking one day about her coming to my house in a week and a half. We were excited. She had never been to my house before. As we were leaving the church, i said "see you next week" not knowing i would never see her again in this lifetime. This was Thursday, on Tuesday i was watching my normal after school television. The news was on next. I was about to leave when i saw my friends picture on the Tv. I sat down and watched. Only to find out through the TV that my friend had been murdered. I dont remember much after that. I remember going to church and feeling numb. Not understanding why she wasn't there. I didn't understand why her dad set a fire to the house her and her 2 sisters were sleeping in. But those words haunt me, "see you next week". I never did.

Summer 2008, another friend of mine died. He was older, 70's or 80's. I worked as a lifeguard, and he was the uncle of the owners. He was such a great old man. We would sit for hours and talk. I was let go at that job so i didn't see him after that. I came in to say hi to some friends there one day and saw his picture on a flier in the lobby area. I walked over and read it. He was in the Hospital ill, and had passed away, his funeral was in 3 days. When i got home, i cried, and cried. I dont think i have cried like that ever. A friend went with me to the memorial service. We were the youngest people there. I didn't know anyone, but i saw a picture of his smiling face and knew he was well and with our Savior.

There are people out there who don't have the hope of seeing loved ones again after they pass. That is why, young or old we have to be a witness 24/7 to people. We never know how our last goodbye words could impact them, or how reaching out can lead them closer to God. Memories of friends and family who have passed away will always be with us. How will you leave your mark on the people in your life? What will be your lasting impression on them?
just something to think about.